Lars & The Real Girl Who Doesn’t Want Him

Alrighty, usuaully this blog doesn’t get updated over weekends or uh, on vacations, but it IS christmas eve, so I figured I’d bring you guys something new.

Um, well tomorrow, it will have officially been a year since I saw my GrandMother alive. I don’t know exactly how to feel, so I’m just gonna write. Uh, I found out the other day that the girl I love prays for me every night.

Yeah.

What a weird thing to admit to someone. “I pray for you every night, to find the strength you need to get through all the hard stuff in your life” and some other nice things were thrown into that e-mail. And then I found out a girl from youtube who I’m friends with thinks I’m hot and likes me enough to be my girlfriend, and so right now the end of the year seems to be shaping up for a wonderful next year.

Unforunatly, some things didn’t happen this year. What would make up for this sh*tty ass year would be, and yes, it would fix EVERYTHING. My grandmother dying, my cousin dying, EVERYTHING!

If the girl I really love told me she loved me and wanted to give me a freakin’ chance and be my girlfriend.

She doesn’t understand I’m not another one of those guys who just wants to get with girls to sleep with them, no, I’d rather hold her close, bury my face in her hair or neck, and whisper gently in her air, “I love you”.

But it looks like I’ll never get that chance.

Thank god Santa’s bringing presents. Maybe he’ll bring me a girl in a box.

Then I change my name to Lars and make a movie.

MW